hi. i havent updated in many moons.
i am tending to dislike a lot of things ive been doing lately. questioning what for etc. im trying to get into a new phase, and out of this self indulgent one. in terms of my photography, i mean. i've been reading a lot of theory books. a lot of baudrillard. i've been questioning whether we have authorship over ourselves. our art. whether we can take a photo that doesnt have any outside references, and can just exist as a thing, an object. something with its own essence. something that doesn't mean anything else. im trying to do a series like this for my final colour project. it's just a thought at this point. it should be a lot more than that by now but. im a last minute kind of person. lately. this year, anyways. its not that i dont care.. its pretty much the opposite. i've been thinking too much. i'm starting to realise after reading all these essays and thought papers that the less thinking the better. to get anywhere in human thought you have to stop thinking about things you already know. i've had a few beers. a cigarette. im going to update some photos now. life's changed a bit since the last time i wrote. things are a little more stable. hm. things that are new: a few less friends. a few new ones. shorter hair. a new special male friend. healthier choices, sometimes. job interview on tuesday. more guitar playing. more writing. more thoughts about future. a few new plants. i guess not much is new. it just feels like it.
also, i really need feedback on my featured photo.. as i put in the comments..
its for a final paper im doing. any thoughts help really..

music : how to disappear completely - radiohead
mood : calm/happy/sleepy.